My little black book

keeping me breathing...keeping me alive

Sunday, December 21, 2008

entry membalas dendam !

yeah.akhirnya.setelah kesekian kalinya.berjaya jugak aku mengupdate entry baru.actually since raye haji ritu lagi aku xdapat nak guna broadband aku nih...modem aku nih merajuk la plak.sakit berkurun punya lama.at last tau dah apa penyakit dia...rupanya modem aku ok je.wire connector usb nih je yg berong skit.maka untuk menjimatkan kos aku sebagai pelajar yg masih di bawah tanggungan ibu dan hanye mendapat elaun RM1000+++ je...aku pun telah mencilok abang ipar aku punyer wayer...hehehe.luckily die baik.ah.biase ahh die mane penah ade adik perempuan...hehehe....xpe..xpe... belasah je.die kaye.nnt dier beli lain la. tapi rase macam guilty pun ade sebab dia dah banyak tolong aku kot since aku belajar kat uitm ni.... mengalahkan abang2 aku sendiri.
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Friday, December 5, 2008

entry bersawang

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dear readers...


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cik naima butang !

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cik farah kite...

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bersame cik melly.psst...she's single ! nak aku tolong adjustkan ? hehehe

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lastly pegi midnite movie dekat pavillion layan Disaster Movie yg macam arem ja sampaikan aku boleh terlena dalam cinema tuh.tibe2 jer Melly kejutkan aku " jom balik! jom balik! dah habih dah!"

aku plak..."haa??? dah habih dah ? cepatnyer???"
hahaha...

COPYCATS !!!

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copycats!COPYCATS!copycats!COPYCATS!copycats!COPYCATS!copycats!COPYCATS!
copycats!COPYCATS!copycats!COPYCATS!copycats!COPYCATS!copycats!COPYCATS!
copycats!COPYCATS!copycats!COPYCATS!copycats!COPYCATS!copycats!COPYCATS!
copycats!COPYCATS!copycats!COPYCATS!copycats!COPYCATS!copycats!COPYCATS!
copycats!COPYCATS!copycats!COPYCATS!copycats!COPYCATS!copycats!COPYCATS!
copycats!COPYCATS!copycats!COPYCATS!copycats!COPYCATS!copycats!COPYCATS!
copycats!COPYCATS!copycats!COPYCATS!copycats!COPYCATS!copycats!COPYCATS!
copycats!COPYCATS!copycats!COPYCATS!copycats!COPYCATS!copycats!COPYCATS!
copycats!COPYCATS!copycats!COPYCATS!copycats!COPYCATS!copycats!COPYCATS!

hahaha.there are people who is trying sooo hard to copycat other people style to make em' look cool. *poor* you just don't have your own style. *poor-self-image*.you just don't have life!!! you're not cool enough babe! *ya mother fucker!!!

hahahaha!
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Thursday, December 4, 2008

the memory.

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marah, geram, takut, seronok, excited semua ada.mixed feelings. urgh.nothing much i can say right now. kenapa tibe-tibe dia muncul kembali dalam life aku nih ? shitla. arituh on one sunny day, (*cewah) tetibe ada comment baru kat myspace aku. aku ignore aje sebab pic tu blurr plus aku rase macam xpernah chatting je pun ngan mamat nih so aku decided ignore je.and terus sambung chatting ngan kezen kesayangan aku yg chomel, mira.

and finally, hati aku tergerak nak reply comment that guy. but before that rase macam nak view pic dier je kan.

*since when mamat nih ade dalam friendlist aku.xpernah tengok pun nickname and pic display nih...sape nih?* bisik hati aku...

sejurus selepas aku menekan button view pictures raser macam ngeletor aje satu badan....adeh..rase macam nak demam aje...demam kura-kura !!! menyirap darah aku bile tengok gamba mamat nih ! it was HAZARUL AIZAT BIN OSMAN! jie. I still remember his full name.shit la.hey wait, do i still remember his ID number ? oh no.aku sudah terlupa.it's been nearly 4 years we didn't meet and tup-tup die muncul kembali.

haiya....wa ingat lu sudah mampoih.....
uh..i hate this kind of feeling.....

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

TWILIGHT

Twilight Pictures, Images and Photos


cepatla !!! cepatla!!! cepatla !! aku nak balik tepeng skarang jugak!!! dah xboleh tahan dah ni....fucking shit la duk kat rumah abang aku kat Emeralds ni....min did ask me to meet her at alamanda and join her to watch that movie last week, boleh je kalo aku naik KTM dari Rawang nih.tp.....takkan aku nak tinggalkan mak sorang-sorang je kat rumah abang nih ? diorang da la gi kerje....uwaaaaa.....tersiksa jiwa raga !!!

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

1A-04-41 sile lapor diri !

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ahaa...can you guys see that ??? banyak kan barang-barang aku ? dah la sempit macam rumah setinggan pelarian je aku raser.hahaha...biaselar.orang xpernah duk asrama.macam ni la carenyer hidup berjauhan dengan rumah.segale bende nak diangkutnyer.nasib baik rumah tu tak boleh nak diangkut skalik.kalo boleh skalik ngan rumah aku angkut bawak mai uitm shah alam nih.heheheehe~

time awal2 registration july dulu cee...3 beg ja...time nak balik naaaa 7 beg + 3 kotak and beberapa beg plastic!!! amek kau !!! hahaha~

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dah la bilik aku nunnn di tingkat 04 jauhnyer dari ground floor 00 kat mawar tuh.nasib baik ade si farah.beliaulah yg telah menolong aku mengangkut segale harte karun-marun nih.memang kitorang berdua hadapinya dengan penuh kental dan cekal hati sekali la naik turun tangge which is actually tingkat 5 !!! dah la lif pon tarak. miskin betoi la college nih. maybe because of that building yg kitorang duduk tu block lame sebab block yg lain ade lif.cissss....tenkiu la naaa farah...walaupun kiter selalu bergaduh mulut kat dlm bilik tp aku tawu hati ang baik~ lalala~

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aha...ni plak board meja study aku.huh.tepahpa ja.bukannya ada notes apa pun.merapu ja keja aku.hahaha.aku kan memang suka merapu-merapan.itu semua gambar mereka2 yg memberi inspiration and sweet memories kepada aku.tenks guys.psstt!!! including Noh Hujan ! pewit !

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ahhh...i'm gonna miss this place !!! serious shit, sebelum nih aku cukup susah nak sesuaikan diri aku ngan culture kat sini.semuanya nak kena buat sendiri.bangun pagi sendiri; xde lagik mak yang akan kejutkan aku dengan hentaman 8 skala ritcher ke atas pintu bilik aku.basuh baju sendiri [ i used to wash my own clothes at home tp gune mesin basuh la] -bile dah kene basuh baju gune tangan baru aku sedari betape bermaknenyer washer machine aku kat umah yg slalu aku main hempas-hempas ajo.hahaha.then, kalo xcukup duit, or kadang2 xsempat nak tekan duit duit kat atm mesin, tetibe atm mesin plak buat hal.padehal dlm purse tinggal bape sen je lagi....huhuhu...sebab tu la kene ade stand by stock makanan emergency di kala kesempitan contohnyer seperti ; maggi RUSKI, meggi goreng, and favourite aku ; megi hot cup tom yam ! uh sedap-sedap!!! dan tidak lupa juga kepada roti gardenier dan biskut petak cap Hup Seng !

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and plus+plus lagik bagi aku yg perlu berkongsi level dengan senior a.k.a budak2 degree yang supposedly come from the age between 20-25 which means that they are more mature than us who are just 18.so they are supposedly more concern on being hygenic while using the toilets and the garbage.ini tidak, pengetoq nak mampuih !!! serious aku cakap tataw la camna nanti orang laki nak pi minang depa. penyegan + pengotoq!!! 2 weeks before budak2 degree ni masuk level kitorang, takde ape2 problem pun! level lain yg xde budak2 degree pun xdak problem.so kepada mereka-mereka yang memasang hajat untuk menyunting gadis-gadis degree mechanical engineering/ electrical engineering/chemical engineering yg pernah menetap di level 4 block 1A kat mawar, lupekan jela...sebab diorang nih totally pengotoq !!! serious aku xtipu.
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not to to mention ttg case rice cooker aku yang kononnyer menjadi punca permasalahan aku sekaligus mengangkat nama aku di mata-mata budak2 degree engineering nih.specially to those morons yang sengaje cari masalah ngan aku.huh.sakit hati aku di buatnya.geram ! geram sangat-sangat ! yeah i know that rice cooker are forbidden from entering the hostel tp ekceli time aku guna rice cooker tuh di sepanjang bulan ramadhan[ aku perlu sahur dgn nasik yang panas-reheat] xpernah sekalipun time aku switch onn rice cooker itu, terjadiknya black out. black out terjadik di saat-saat aku tidak menyentuh mahupun meng'onn'kan rice cooker tersebut.kitorang siap masak makaroni lagi yang di bawa khas oleh chef yasmin. lazat! di harap kepada saudari-saudari yg pernah mencari pasal dengan saya dek kerana short circuit dan segala black out di level 4 mengkaji semula punca2 berlakunya short circuit yea.itu topic ketika di primary school darjah 6 dan subjact physic form 4 dahulu.sile bukak kembali kitab anda.sie-sie aje lah kan korang amek engineering tp xboleh berfikir secara logika.*kesian*

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lastly...ni plak gambaq min, aku and farah.maheerah xde dlm pic nih sebab dier jarang-jarang ade dekat bilik.malam-malam baru dia slalu ada sebab faculty dia bukan dekat campus induk nih.dia punya fac dekat intect sek17 nuh.dia budak TESL.macam-macam ragam ! orang ni macam nih, orang tuh macam tuh.hahaha.ape-ape pun memory bersame korang xkan pernah aku lupekan ! tenks korang ! =)

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ehehe.berlainan la ngan kitorang nih yang faculty Law dekat ngan business school tu je.tapi yang paling best budak2 laki arrr yang duk dekat perindu ngan cempaka.jalan sekentut ja dah sampai class.boleh bangun gi class lambat2.berlainan ngan kitorang yang perempuan nih yang perlu bersiap awal, then kena bertolak-tolak dalam kalangan ribuan lagi perempuan lain.hahaha. luckily i came from a steady size, abih semua orang aku tolak! hahaha.sorry la kalo ada yang kena pijak kaki ngan aku dulu2.hahaha. penah ada sorang minah nih dia buat2 kena histeria terjerit-jerit macam orang kena rasuk time tengah berpenyek-penyek nak masuk bus, terus ja dapat naik bus.cisss. tak kurang gak nga beberapa ekoq budak jantan *miang* yang mencoba nasib untuk menggatai di saat2 budak pempuan duk sibuk naik bus dengan menyelinap masuk kat ia tengah-tengah.uihhh.bahagia ja budak jantan *miang* tersebut.pastu siap boleh cakap *astagfirullah ! skijap2 cakap *allahuakbar * lagi padehal die sendiri yang gatai pi masuk.uihhh.*mesti dok stim ja mamat nih * dok terkenyih-kenyih.

^kuang ajaq !^

the one that you love

well after one week staying at homesweethome in taiping, mak and me have to go back to KL because mak have to meet DR Vijay regarding to her operation last october.the doc need to take out the stand that they have put inside mak's ureter.kesian kat mak.i know she suffered a lot these days.doc diagnosed that mak has stones in 2 places in her body.one in the gall bladder and the another is in her kidney so that's what makes she always feel uncomfortable when she wanted to pee. this problem goes the some to arwah bapak's problem. doctor diagnosed that one of his kidney is not functioning anymore,so the doc take it away.that was in 1980's.then when it comes to 1998 the another kidney also can't functioned anymore.so bapak died because of renal failure and maybe because ALLAH loves him more.wishing him to rest in peace.**** then i prayed to go since then and now that ALLAH please don't take anymore people that i love from me because i know i can't live without them.specially mak.(^v^)
xoxo


ok.off from that topic i'll be going back to taiping this coming friday before the Raya Haji.yeah.i heard that THE-GERAKAN-ANAK-MUDA-TAMAN-MENTERI is goingto be active back since the "fathers" in this taman is shrinking in number so the anak-anak-jantan have take place for the "semelih-semelih" for the Qurban and Qiqah.hopefully it will success because it will be their first time.before this the "BAPAK-BAPAK" yang manage but then last year there was no event regarding to that matters.kesian.sunyi je raye aji last year kat taman nih.yeah and bet this year will be the very-very meriah because 3 lembu akan tumbang plus 1 kambeng akan tergolek and what i'm very proud is kali ni share itu adelah hak milik orang taman saje.xdek orang luar langsung yg masuk share.waa...that's great and most the "anak2" kat taman nih dah steady all out ;side income and married.except aku dan generasi-generasi ke-3.*sigh*so diorang kenela tunaikan tanggungjawab diorang kepade fakir-fakir miskin dan golongan2 yg memerlukan.

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woah...i'm tired already maaa..need to sleep.papai~